a confession.

ok. here is a little secret for you blog readers.

there is this little part of me. like a 2% part of me that would LOVE to be a teen pop star.

i wish i

• had a killer body

• could dance

• could sing (although-maybe not have to be a good at it...cause most are not)

• would be comfortable showing skin.

• be really pretty.

now this comes out when i watch miley, britney and others, but i know that most of what they stand for i hate. but why do i secretly (not any more....cause i am sharing with you now) want to be able to do all that????

maybe in my next life?

but i wouldn't want all the media crap, rumors, and fame along with it. i don't like attention.

BUT STILL...

maybe i have some disorder or something that i can blame on my parents about this. i don't know.

tricia robben-next teen superstar.

oh wait. i am no longer a teen-i missed my chance. bummer for everyone.

what i did this weekend.

i sat in my bed and realized my biggest fear.

i don't want to graduate in may and not have a job. i don't want to do something in retail when i graduate. so i spend my time looking for jobs. and have found none.

wish me luck.

yep. the royals.

if you look closely you can see the headline that says "royals blow three run lead in 4-3 loss to tigers."

then read this

and its true.

then i found this little blog, which i don't have time to read but would like to.

http://www.ranyontheroyals.com/

i just love the royals so much, and i think zack should win, but we i don't know if he is.

story of my life.

can i?

Beyonce. i want to be her. Halloween?

hmmm

like. my dream.

this is so on my bucket list. i want to do a flashmob dance.

well worth my 7 dollars.

so i downloaded tetris this past summer and play it on my phone every chance i get. mostly during class...but look. it will pay off. boo yeah.

gameday yesterday-not the best showing from the team, but good showing from the fans. i just love football. and its way fun to see the crowd from the field. whole new experience. and i am just having so much fun at school. makes me kinda not want to leave at the end of the year-but i will have to. but to go where? ahhh i don't want to think about it.

and tonight is my grandma's 75th birthday party. the limo bus picks us up at 5:30. yep thats right, we got a limo bus for my grandmas birthday. hollar to the coolest grandma.

and you better believe i make all my siblings/cousins/family members do the cupid shuffle* with me on it. i won't take no for an answer.

*which they played TWICE last night when i went out. i can't get over how much i love to dance to that song.

ok. go state.

can i really expect anything less?

typical kansas city curse.

first week of school went well. who knew sitting in a class all day could make you so tired. but i am excited about this semester and figuring out what comes next in my life. i think i am going to move somewhere random-follow friends to maybe colorado?, head south to Dallas, or east to Tennessee? -nows the time right? just have to find a job. please let me know if you have any suggestions.

oh weekend, how i love how you are 2 extra days.

go royals?