edgy.

well. another 3 jobs applied for. I am getting tired of all this applying. I just want to hear back from someone and get an interview! Maybe my cover letter isn't steller? you think that is my problem?! Anyone want to read it for me?...

Anyways, as I keep applying for jobs, I am getting sad I am going to leave the NAIA. I like it there. I like the people I work with.Last week was the NAIA National Convention in KC and so it was another 5 solid days of working long hours, but I loved it. I loved getting to serve people, I loved getting to hang out with the staff, and I loved getting to meet membership. I didn't care that I was getting up at 7am and not getting home until midnight, or that I didn't see my roommate for 3 days cause I left before she got up and got home after she went to bed. but she is the best roommate cause she bought me new milk after mine went old so i could eat breakfast in the morning. she ROCKS.
But yes, I will miss the other interns and young'ons. we have started to really bond, get to know each other and have fun, outside of work.

i even got those silly boys to dance with me. #winning.

Someone once told me they thought I could work anywhere, as long as I enjoyed the people I work with. I think I could see that. I have been applying all over the place (add LSU, Marquette, and Boston U to the map). And I am not worried. I think that God knows what he is doing and is going to send me to exactly the right place. where I will be pulled in new ways, I will grow and learn so much and continue to do what I love. I really think I have found my passion--who would have known it would be working in College Athletics!? It all started with yearbook in high school- sports editor 2 years in a row thank you very much.
We had a panel of past and current student athletes at the Convention Kickoff and one of the current athletes said "they say college is about finding yourself, but i believe it is about creating yourself" and i think that is true, and no, i am not in college anymore, but i am still creating myself.

and i am pretty awesome, just saying.

clearly.