its beginning to be too much.

i love living in kappa. i really do.

and i am so happy for everyone in relationships. but it is becoming to be too much. all this talk about weddings and engagements-i can't take it much longer. i mean, there are so many great relationships out there, in k-state land and i really am happy for you but please. refrain from the talk future all the time. i hate to be negative nancy or the bitter single girl but you don't know what the future can hold, and i mean, it could be all that you imagine and everything could turn out how it is in your mind, or perhaps, God has another plan for you. i know this isn't what you want you want to hear but take it from someone who's world got shaken a couple months back. just be prepared for what might happen, even if you don't want to think about it.

thats all i am saying. i really do love you all in relationships, but keep grasp on what might happen.

off to the storm.

love