heaven

dear new kstate sweatshirt

i love you and you were the best choice i have ever made to buy you.

i am wearing you for the second day now.

i don't care if you start to smell because you are great.

love tricia

i want him.

future husband. i want this

so start learning.

why i love my grandma

she updates me on important information.

for those of you who can't read it cause the picture is coming out too small it says this:

So now K State is the sole occupant of first place in the Big 12 northern division. Who'd have thought it. Congratulations.

I understand you have been creating a web page with your portfolio, etc. I would love to see it when it is ready for viewing.

Love, Mimi

She told me first.

thats all.

dear fall, where did you go?

fall.

you are supposed to come in september and leave in december

but you came and went so fast, i didn't get to enjoy you.

winter, you are not welcome this early. so please kindly depart until later...

and now my roommate just told me it was snowing. ahhh.

but i bought some sassy boots. so i guess that makes somethings better.

ok, i will leave you with this. a new song from BSB. its just funny.

but kinda catchy? sure.

end of a season.

well, so long baseball season, err..royals season i guess, because baseball is still going on, and it is quite exciting, however, the royals won't see another game until april. maybe by then they will fix all their problems and be good.

hahahahaha.

but it is the beginning of a new season...a.k.a. PUMPKIN SEASON. i kicked off with a pumpkin latte this morning, and after my super roommate gets back from her trip with like 8 pounds of canned pumpkin-haha in your face canned pumpkin shortage- we will be celebrating at the kearney house. so if you like pumpkin, stop by and enjoy everything you can imagine.

this weekend i did something on my bucket list. sang karaoke. and it was fun.

i also decided boys are stupid. sorry to all my male readers, but you have lots of dumb boys doing stupid things out there, and if you're not all like that, well...change.

ok library-see you tomorrow. i put all my homework off especially for you and monday.

a confession.

ok. here is a little secret for you blog readers.

there is this little part of me. like a 2% part of me that would LOVE to be a teen pop star.

i wish i

• had a killer body

• could dance

• could sing (although-maybe not have to be a good at it...cause most are not)

• would be comfortable showing skin.

• be really pretty.

now this comes out when i watch miley, britney and others, but i know that most of what they stand for i hate. but why do i secretly (not any more....cause i am sharing with you now) want to be able to do all that????

maybe in my next life?

but i wouldn't want all the media crap, rumors, and fame along with it. i don't like attention.

BUT STILL...

maybe i have some disorder or something that i can blame on my parents about this. i don't know.

tricia robben-next teen superstar.

oh wait. i am no longer a teen-i missed my chance. bummer for everyone.

what i did this weekend.

i sat in my bed and realized my biggest fear.

i don't want to graduate in may and not have a job. i don't want to do something in retail when i graduate. so i spend my time looking for jobs. and have found none.

wish me luck.