sometimes. i like to cry.

this break has been well.. in one word. mopey. 

lots of things are changing in my life, and they all come as a shock to me. i thought i had my life figured out, and then, i realize, i don't. at all. i want a good internship this summer, but it isn't going to just come to me. i have to work for it. right? i look at some peoples lives and they just seem to work out-well you people-beware. because it will all come tumbling down soon. 

but i am learning i must accept my life as it is. because there is nothing i can do to change it. 

for example the weather. its so cold out. there isn't anything i can do about it except bundle up and live.

so my advice for everyone-

bundle up and live. 

and stay warm.